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Bruce Watkins

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Inside/Outside

I am publishing a new series called INSIDE/OUTSIDE. There are three books in the series and Book 1 is: Gay For Pay.


My new series, Inside/Outside is about straight men suddenly discovering sexual/romantic urges toward other men. Heretofore, they considered themselves entirely straight, many being married to women with grown children. It happens more often than you think.


These men were not like me. Although I was not entirely conscious of being homosexual, I still knew that I masturbated to fantasies about other guys. The men in my new series, Inside/Outside, had always masturbated to fantasies of women. And then suddenly, they find themselves attracted to another man or men. They all question whether these urges come from something INSIDE of themselves or OUTSIDE of themselves. That is, am I interested in him because of something deep down inside of me, or because of something about him that just discombobulates me? 


LGBTQ people point to genetic studies that they have not chosen to be LGBTQ. Instead, they were born this way. They usually ask, “Who would choose to be gay?” And the more enlightened LGBTQ people respond that being LGBTQ is a blessing - an opportunity to live outside of the straight box, to be creative and liberated from the ditch dug by thousands of years of straight men.


The men in my new series, Inside/Outside, are not concerned with these societal judgments. Instead, they are shocked by their erections toward other men. Perhaps, some of them are tranquilized a little by still being attracted to women, especially their wives and girlfriends. Nonetheless, they increasingly insist that their wives and girlfriends must make room for their incipient attractions to another man.

Gay for Pay

This book is about straight men suddenly discovering sexual/romantic urges toward other men. They all question whether these urges come from something INSIDE of themselves or OUTSIDE of themselves. That is, am I interested in him because of something deep down inside of me, or

because of something about him that discombobulates me?


Stuart Pierce has opened a new restaurant and is suddenly attracted to his Mexican waiter, Junior, and is getting closer to him by teaching him to read English. “The guy just intrigues me.”


One day while masturbating, Sid Wilcox wonders about his and other men’s penises. I like to touch mine and play with it. Why not try it with another man? He’s met Junior and has made a date with him. They can’t seem to keep their hands off each other’s hot bodies.


Junior emigrated from México because he wanted to get distance from the men in México who were luring him into gay sex, or so he tells his wife, Lupe.


Will he be able to charm her into allowing his dalliance with gay sex, or even more, accept his new job as a gay porn star? After all, porn stars make much more than waiters. And, now Junior and Lupe have a baby girl and two boys!! Is Junior a gay porn star by nature or does he do it to

support his family? Is he GAY FOR PAY?

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Polyamorous

Junior Suarez emigrated from México with his wife and two boys, hoping to evade the lure of gay men there. He assured his wife, Lupe, that all would be “straight” in the US. Alas, Junior has discovered that he oftentimes needs to be close to a handsome man.


Junior is discovered by a pornographer, Art Sahara, who has fallen in love with Junior and his family. Art has enticed all of Junior’s family to live with him, wherein he is married to Junior and Lupe and helps raise the two boys and now a baby girl.


This book is about polyamorous relationships like Art, Junior, and Lupe. Their sexual relationship is a manifestation of their love for each other. Art is more interested in Junior and Lupe as persons. His sexual attraction to them is specifically to them as persons.


Meanwhile, Don Schwartz has finally accepted himself as gay and is deeply involved with the love of his life, Mike Bergdahl. But Mike surprises Don when he insists on having sex with women, too. Not only that, he would also like Don to join him with these women. Don is fascinated by being in

love with a “straight” man, but can he endure sex with women?

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